Just one of those days

Well today, lets just say I'm not in the happiest of mood's, i haven't been for the past two day's, i have to admit. Partly because I'm ill and the other reason well i really don't have a clue, recently i just feel unhappy about most things, i honestly have no money till the end of the month after buying my Leeds ticket which i know is my own fault but still it doesn't help. I also have a feeling I'm going to be stuck in the house most of the Easter holidays and really i should because i have my end of year project that's needs doing and i need to have my final design ready for the first day back, i literally have 3 pages in my sketchbook, there's just no motivation or inspiration coming my way. Work wasn't highly pleasant either, it was so hot (i work at Topshop in the bullring Birmingham, for those of you that have been there will understand, our changing rooms... AWFUL!!), i was trying to avoid customers asking me where things were, i didn't want to speak my throat felt like it was sand paper! In the end i had to help a lady pick out some outfits for her holiday. i was with her for 2 hours, discussing how she wear things or what she could wear it with, don't get me wrong i love style advising and its kind of where i want to go with my career but today of all days when I'm ill i don't feel like talking!! Thank god she was so nice and understood. For the rest of my shift i felt horrible, i nearly passed out i was so hot! the whole shift just dragged, but I'm home now, in my pajamas, cup of tea in hand. i think that's enough ranting for one day, hopefully I'll be in a better mood for tomorrow and will have some exciting news about my project :)